December 9th 2009
Dec 9th
When I fell asleep watching a new episode of 90210 last night I would NEVER have guessed I would wake up to this hell. Now, I don’t mind snow, and while I don’t particularly like winter, I don’t hate it. I like it up until Christmas and then I feel it has served its purpose and can go back to existing on mountaintops and the Yukon.
But today. Today, I woke up to the sound of cars driving through slush. Today, I woke and realized I had forgotten to close my window. Today, I had to wear my winter boots, IN DECEMBER! I don’t know if you remember when winter didn’t even bother stopping by until near Christmas. Remember that year it didn’t snow UNTIL Christmas? Yeah, best year ever. So I do not like today.
The day itself was generally okay. Nothing huge, just wrote a test and worked on the trailer.
Re: The Trailer:
For school we had to write/produce a movie in groups of 4 as our final assignment. Basically; we do this and we graduate. And the process has been wonderful. I wrote a script which I then produced and filmed with the help of three other wonderful people. But for the first time, my words, my ideas, are coming to life. I have complete creative control. People listen to me, look up to me, and respect my opinion. It has sort of renewed my desire to work in entertainment. Just to see someone smile. To make someone think. To show someone something from another point of view. You can do almost anything in this business. But this is where my heart lies. I will never stop performing, even if my stage has become a classroom and the character I’m playing seems oddly similar to myself.
Even better put down:
Dec 8th
All you are is a commercial in the television show that is my life and I am fast forwarding through you.
The Poetry of Yevgeny Yevtushenko
Dec 7th
"When truth is replaced by silence, the silence is a lie." — Yevgeny Yevtushenko
Lies
Lying to the young is wrong.
Proving to them that lies are true is wrong.
Telling them
that God’s in his heaven
and all’s well with the world
is wrong.
They know what you mean.
They are people too.
Tell them the difficulties
can’t be counted,
and let them see
not only
what will be
but see
with clarity
these present times.
Say obstacles exist they must encounter,
sorrow comes,
hardship happens.
The hell with it.
Who never knew
the price of happiness
will not be happy.
Forgive no error
you recognize,
it will repeat itself,
a hundredfold
and afterward
our pupils
will not forgive in us
what we forgave.
1952
Translated by Robin Milner-Gulland and Peter Levi (revised)
Best put-down ever!
Dec 7th
All you are is a commercial in the TV show that is my life, and I am putting on you mute.
^Infinty
Dec 7th
I’m a crazy bitch, I know that. But she’s a crazy bitch and she has no idea. That’s fucking scary.
December 6th 2009
Dec 6th
Hello everyone and welcome to the first week of December. As we all get cuddly by the fire, sipping our hot coco with peppermint Schnapps, lets remember that there are lots of places in the world that don’t have hot coco, or peppermint Schnapps.
I have one more week of school until the Holidays and then…
On December 14th I will undergo my 5th and hopefully final surgery to remove that wonderful mole from my nose.
See Here:
The mole is technically gone. But now the skin on the end of my nose where the mole used to be is all cut up and moved around and my nostrils are two different shapes and sizes. So over the holidays I will be celebrating a new nose! I didn’t get to pick one out of a book because the doctor is very “old school”, but apparently he has done all the nose’s at North York General so that’s something. So for those of you who “knew me when” get ready for Chloe’s nose 2.0!
